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Monday, March 06, 2006

genius

help me get outside my head
i'm trapped and can't get out
a prison made of chemicals
my thoughts so full of doubt
life has left a heinous mark
on my precious souls estate
what once was freedoms substitute
becomes my new self hate

7 comments:

Lan Whu said...

I'd probably kill myself. Just an option.

Mathias said...

After that comment I wasn't shocked to read thi in your profile.

An aspiring History professor who enjoys belittling unintelligent people and going to bars, getting hammered, sassing off, and living to tell about it.

There definitely aren't enough dickheads in education. Thanks for stopping by.

Cocaine Jesus said...

and who the fuck is Ian Whu?

well i liked your words but then again i was expelled!

Mathias said...

Cocaine,

I am a simple man with simple thoughts. :)

I am glad you liked it. I am actually not speaking of myself, but I couldn;t bring myself to explain it.

Prmod Bafna said...

Lan who?? :p never mind! Lovely piece of words these!
life has left a heinous mark
on my precious souls estate
what once was freedoms substitute
becomes my new self hate


Nicce!! :)

Inkblot said...

If your on medication-dump it.
Don't you love watching hate flow out like a steel grey river and leave you fighting free?

Mathias said...

No, I am not on any meds. If I was a child in this world today I have no doubt they would sedate me.

The mind is a scary place, and we have no idea how the fuck it works. The meds we prescribe don't fix a fucking thing.

From what I have seen of psych patients that I have treated the meds just keep a shell of a person around anyway. Who wants that? It is almost as if you are daming up all the "crazy" and once they stop the meds it all comes pouring out at once whereas if they never got on the meds they would just be a little crazy all the time. :) Like me. :)

I'm no psychologist tho so I am really just talking out my ass I guess.