Spilled To Bloodlessness

Devoted exclusively to the creative process. Here you will see photojournaling, poetry, prose, an occasional review--journaling or philosophical writing can be found on our other blogs. This is our attempt to use our imaginations. Enjoy!

Saturday, January 07, 2012

New Dawn

A dark cloud is rolling in.
The horsemans hooves shatter the path.
Untold suffering of a day to come.
A new dawn 1000 years long.
Who will join the reaper?

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Won't You Tell Me How To Mend This Broken Heart?

Won't You Tell Me How To Mend This Broken Heart?
Little Onion

Wednesday, August 26, 2009


evening sky,
are your cheeks too
freshly scrubbed?

Monday, March 16, 2009

Changing Landscapes (extract)

Changing Landscapes (extract)
Changing Landscapes (extract) regtucker Extract from the catalog describing the art work Changing Landscapes by Maurice Maguire.Artist and cultural geographer Maurice Maguire mapped the route of the canal tunnel under the Kings Norton Three Estates in Birmingham and marked it with a blue line and other drawings /information on the surface. Then with artists Paul Conneally, Rob Colbourne, Rita Fletcher and fifty residents 'Walked the Line. This short extract describes the surveying, drawing and walking with the last two pages being the phrases and fragments - three line and one line haiku coaxed out and grabbed from the air by Conneally as the group 'walked the line'

Monday, December 15, 2008

Now, Steal This!

Hey Fellow Poets and Word People, I want you all to be aware that someone who goes by the name of Wilfred John, plagiarized one of my poems and posted it on poemhunter.com. I wrote to the website and they have since removed the poem, but it makes me wonder how many of mine and other people's poems have been stolen? It begs the question, how much of our work do we make public? In the meantime, the following poem is dedicated to the poetry and word thieves out there.

The ink is dry in your skull
You’re going through a lull
So what, if it’s bull
You’re going to steal a poem today

You stealthy slip through blogsphere
Snatch whatever poem you dare
For the poet you have no care
Because you’re going to steal a poem today.

You submit the poem in your own name
Lame, vain, you have no shame
You think it’s some kind of game
To steal a poem, to steal today

You post the poem on other sites
Pretending that you have the rights
Posing from false heights
“This is my poem!” You say,
“My poem.”

What kind of person steals a poem?
A fraud of mind all alone?
You have no words of your own
So today you went and stole a poem

Do you even understand what you steal?
Do you understand words meant to heal?
A poem is made for you to feel?
So how did you steal a poem today?

A poem
A poem
A poet’s own
Write your own poem
Leave us alone!

Copyright 2008 Chaya Silberstein

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Fucking you.

Fucking you is

Plastic on the floor.

Armies in a lost battle

Death at my door.


A dog in my backyard

Pills for my pain

Beer in broken bottle

Wet paint and rain.


Aren’t I


Aren’t I


Am I


In love



Fucking you is

Piss in pot

Mellow come

A hooker’s snot


Fucking you is

High on hash

Gold teeth hustler

Faking Slash


Aren’t I


Aren’t I


Am I


In love.

Fucking you is

Acne creams

When I scream

Baby dreams


Breaking my jaw

Dirt beneath nails

Slitting my nerves

Ugly as hell


I’m too


And also


Not to mention


In love.

p.s.: Pardon me, it's a song.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Random Footnote

Fiction is the spice of my life. 

It's unfit for consumption, but I'd love to sell it.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Watching TV

'What channel do you want?'
'I don't care. It's all shit.'
'Well, why don't you read a book?'
'Okay, what's on Channel 4? There's usually something good on there.'

For the next hour the screen changed colours, audio came out, and a clock ticked on the mantle piece.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

cold and dark.

Cold and dark,
it rained by my side.
Cold and dark,
it stayed tonight.
The blind clarinet,
that he looks upon
and draws close to his lips,
holds me inside.
in the depths of its soul,
the blues sing a song
i could never write.
I look to the sky
wishing it would bleed
and drown me in a raindrop.
let me rise up to the surface
let me bathe in the sun, i scream.
Cold and dark,
the raindrops don't fall on me anymore.
Cold and dark,
the sun, too, stayed in my heart

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Friday, April 18, 2008

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Closely Observed Trains

Would you believe it

that "Closely Observed Trains"

was a film's name

in Nineteen Sixty-eight?

It was critically acclaimed,

an Academy Award winner,

even before I was conceived

one early winter.

But four decades later

I am changing slowly.

There are white streaks

in my sideburns,

a morbid fear creeps up

when I meet loved ones

as if one of us will pop off

before next such loved moment.

I recently discovered

that my body speaks too.

I am distinct from it,

I am not what it is.

And now I sleep nursing dreams

of six-pack abs, youthful hair,

of rising early, jogging anywhere...

But strangely when I drive on the stretch

saddled between Nizamuddin and Yamuna's stench

I closely observe trains that I do not intend to catch.

© February 18, 2008 Dan Husain

Saturday, April 12, 2008

First Light

It’s been going on all night
Make no mistake
Don’t be beguiled by the innocent look
Of those trees hanging about,
Hands in pockets, in the fields
Still pooled with darkness
Don’t be misled by the silver light,
The anarchic flight of sparrows
Or the crows practising tai chi

Don’t be fooled by the rising safety curtain
On the moon-clean stage
After the first act’s carnage has been cleared
Or the warming up of the orchestra
Now missing its woodwind section

This is not a fresh start
This is no new dawn

Friday, April 04, 2008


The tones rang out
18 month old choking
a blur to get to the ambulance
Emergency medical tunnel vision
can't find the street in the map book
can't think about anything
but how to fix a choking child
a kid that I may never get to
I can't find the fucking address!
Someone else knows where to go

The pt is the Lt's grandaughter.

I am the lead medic.

I about shit my pants.

She was fine.

But I failed.

Thursday, April 03, 2008

Spring haikus (2)

a lost pleasure is
tucked in the folds of darkness
birds sing at sunrise

the apricot tree
long bare suddenly flowers
at which spring smiles back

Wednesday, April 02, 2008


I've been spending my time hunting down and interviewing cosmonauts. They've all been into outer space and they all own guns on Earth. That's as far as I've got so far.

Monday, February 18, 2008

i see you,
going up in smoke.
i exhale you,
and you form patterns on my wall.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Paul Finds Employment

Artist Joshua Sofaer gives poet / artist Paul Conneally a 1910 map of Sheffield and sends him out on the streets to find employment.

Sunday, January 27, 2008


it is not today it is tomorrow
assertions of discomfort
accusations instead of requests
the lonely litany of proving others wrong
domestic pain on the half shell
the full fury of a bite
dissected in mid-air
the vampire as a victorian silhouette
the vasectomy of life

the herodotus of failure
in leather volumes
with blood running down their backs
the piles of lazy dishes
the lilting halo of cupidity
numerical as sin
but well grounded in
ever-shifting theology
and prismatic light
glancing off the scales
of unbalanced philosophy from discussions
held by the apple tree

when the end has come
I’ll take the dishrag
releasing all the brown halos
purging to the core
the earthly sins
that have trapped you here
and bid your soul
song along the skyline
and speed exceeding
God knowing what you have prayed for

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Lament. Cock.


Falcon, Falcon. You saoring sexed bird of the sky. You preyer of flesh.
You worshipper of blood.
You believer of freedom.

Falcon, Falcon. Hold me still like a baby, and then flesh me alive.
Falcon, Falcon. I have travelled across an endless sea of hunger and dry love.
Flesh me.



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Monday, December 17, 2007

Happy Cats Yuletide

the cats went out feasting for the pleasure of it alone
but after awhile and too much ale they started to fight.
they clawed at each other and spat and then hissed and then
with a roar they turned on the house kicking the furniture
tearing at the curtains and then setting fire to the hearth.
it was the most fun that they had had in years!


cocaine jesus

Friday, December 14, 2007

whilst other team sites fail....

the dark angels stomp on...

anti art...anti poetry... anti panty pudding and pie

Monday, December 10, 2007


Hi guys that i am posting in this blog is thanx to cocaine jesus.

here's my first contrbution,from my other blog.
hope u like it

I love no one,'cos I am not capable of loving anymore.
I feel nothing,
No happiness,
No sadness,
No Love,
No hatred,
I am Nothing,
I am hollow,
I don't want to live,
Neither do I want to die

They say time heals all wounds.
Does it?
Does it?
I am still as numb as i was when death came
And touched her on the shoulder,
My love, you told me to live on,
So I am living,
But I am not alive,
I am just a walking corpse.

The Memories of our time together are golden,
They remain etched forever in my brain,
As the only time I was alive.
I am Hollow,
I am Hollow,
I am dead inside,
Just a living corpse,
Just a living corpse.

hope u liked it!!

i know that i am not an awesome writer like the other guys,but i still like to try .


Thursday, December 06, 2007

Lament for David “chip” Reese’s last hand

maybe this is the some other time
business school at stanford can wait

calm and quiet like chip
who was a lousy businessman

according to his partner
poker kings but business suckers
of the worst sort
true gamblers

lost outside the realm
of million dollar bets
easy come easy go

sitting now across the table
from the one with all the cards

Monday, December 03, 2007


Sick from saying old things in a new way. It is the brick wall at the end of my universe.

Friday, November 30, 2007


sharp the time like lime on a cloth.

upon the wheel of progress spins the heart.

my day turns to evening while the dawn blinks.

Thursday, November 29, 2007


a virtual painting by cocaine jesus

Friday, November 16, 2007


She had a face like she'd commit suicide for someone she loved. And, because of that, I had to love her straight away. I'd never jumped on an emotion so fast in my life.

Sunday, October 14, 2007


"I return to Delhi as I return to my mistress..."

Hallo, you. Hallo city sad waning shadows fading by the twilight. Hallo. Hallo new city on the sidelines of my vision.
Hallo, Dilli.
Not Delhi. Dilli.
City, city, fuck fuck. City wake. City sleep.
City streets. Manicured, glitzy. And I hate it.
Oh hallo.

Friday, October 12, 2007

Untitled Haiku

Black water

In the lake today

Smells like death

P.S. This is a picture that I received on one of the many chain-mails that everyone receives. I think it's amazingly done.